Has it really been that long?

so..... it's been a while, actually its been a VERY long while......    I need to start blogging more......   Well, whats new?     I started my first college class this past week in over 10 years.   I was so terrified to go back to school, but so far, so good.......    It's amazing how different school is when you are a grown up(ish) with 2 young kids.   It's way harder than when I was 18.  just the fact that I am always thinking about if the kids are ok, and if Bob remembered to pick them up on time is enough to give me a nervous breakdown. I also assumed that I was way older than everyone in the class on first day (they all looked super young to me) but as the week went on i discovered that I am not entirely that much older that everyone ( i am still pretty old) but not as old as i thought......

 Never mind the fact that I am in a class where there are no voices allowed, and I have no idea what is going on most of the time.   I have always been fascinated with sign language and actually signed up to take a class when i was pregnant with jordan, however, it got cancelled so needless to say that never happened.  well 6 years later i am finally doing it.   If i dont completely fail this class I will hopefully continue to take classes for the next few years and possibly maybe by the time jack is in high school be an interpreter......  we will see, that seems like such a long term goal, i cant even really think about it right now. 

ummmmmmmmm time to go walk the dog, and go to bed..........

seriously, I AM GOING TO BLOG MORE FREQUENTLY!!!!   I swear..........